Dawn
So often the aspiring spiritual aspirant gives up his meditation practice too soon because he feels frustrated that he is not getting results. Despondent and frustrated he abandons his practice and feels that he can no longer go on.
This however is the victory of his darker impatient nature which is what he is trying to wean off through his practice.
It is at times like this that the aspirant must turn away from his negative thoughts and using the power of his will persist in his efforts despite all odds. He must continue his practice.
I sat in the dark
Seeing nothing
Alone & hopeless
With just an endless sea
Of darkness beyond me.
Feeling i’d been there forever
I felt nothing could move me closer to the light
And when all seemed lost & in vain
I resigned myself to simply wait
And watch endlessly for dawn to come
After what seemed like an eternity
The darkness miraculously began to wean
It dissolved so rapidly i couldn’t think
How my vision cleared up and revealed everything
I don’t know when or how it was
That light crept in and I lost the dross
Just this I am so sure of
‘Twas persistence that bore fruit
on those distant shores
Suzy Singh, May 2014